Aahndre

It’s the start of summer for me already. Started it off on a good note, bought a hard drive, bought memory for my laptop (1gig! Woot!) and then WoW (what’s more to say?!). Basically, I believe it couldn’t have gone any better. I’m currently boarding for The Show here at RX from 3am-6am (Yes, plugging) . I’m trying to start regularly blogging. I mean really posting something meaningful and sincere. My mushy streak has ended this week, climaxing (Yes, CLIMAXING) with the previous blog post. Now I am back to my normal self mostly being happy and crazy.

There are stuff that I did mention though in the last post that really got me thinking. Yes, my own blog post revealed some stuff to me. It’s like that painter in Heroes who just goes into a trance and paints something. Eventually he wakes up surprised by what he painted. Yes, that same feeling just happened to me. I just realized that I too didn’t fully understand the meaning of the one person just being for you. Imperfect as he/she may be compared to a lot of other people yet you still know that this person is the one for you. How the hell do you know that!? Especially in our society today wherein everyone I believe can actually be someone else (Yes, I had to include someone else because some women there apparently are, men and vice versa). I’ve been asking myself, how do I know who this person is? Well, seriously, I don’t know. I just know that girl has, can and will change my life.

Is April (From the previous post) a real person?

Yes.

She is.

Who knows about her?

No one.

Yes, my own April (This can be a song title!).

There’s this song by Jason Mraz entitled, Sleeping to Dream. It’s a song that I’ve told my closest friends that I would probably sing to the girl I seriously fall in love with. Don’t ask me why this song, it just is. Speaking of dreams, let me share a few dreams/wishes I have for the future. Lets stick the the whole romantic/mushy theme I’ve started with

Romantic Wishes/Dreams:

1. To dance with my special someone under the rain without an umbrella, in the middle of the city. It would be perfect, dancing like there’s no tomorrow, just the two of us without a care in the world. Go home to just cuddle under a blanket with hot cocoa. While we read any favorite book of ours or watch a DVD we both like.

2. To sing in front of everyone in a crowded area for her. Just sitting on a park bench, or in our country sitting somewhere in the open area of a mall with my guitar. Start singing our favorite songs just focused on her. Afterwards, I walk to her, hold her hand, and go like nothing ever happened.

3. Cook a course meal for her and her whole family.

4. Watch a concert of our favorite band, hold her close, hug her tight and sing the songs with her.

5. Fall asleep on her belly and to wake up with her sleeping on mine. (Big enough anyway)

6. Bring her on a private jet to some secluded beach for dinner then come back the same night. (Damn you John Lloyd you did this to Sarah in You Changed My Life)

7. Bring her to that place in Kawayan Cove where there is a large Rosary formation at the edge of the cliff. Pray.

8. Tell my friends that she’s the one.

9. Give her every single kind of chocolate in the world (Yes, my girl should love chocolates, because I on the other hand can’t eat chocolates that much so she has to counteract it.)

10. Surprise her from behind, hug her from behind, rest my chin on her shoulders, close my eyes and just feel the moment.

11. Be able to talk to each other for hours on end, without stopping.

12. Cliché: to have one of those drama/romantic comedy stories.

13. Show her this whole blog once its all said and done.

Yes, I am a mush-ball when it comes to this whole “my lovelife” thing. I don’t care if people say that I’m too optimistic about this whole thing. I just know what I want and I’m not the type to settle for less. So yes, if you like all these too, feel free to contact me.

Available.

Mushy.

Free.

Happy.